highly-strung

hello pallys .
 imma now write again , i feel better. but i still wanna start a new day, new life.
am i asking for too much? blah... ,like thats the way out.
that doesn't mean ,i'll wake up early ,sleep early , study ,stay home , listen to mom and dad . 
just normal la...
puh-leaseee , do i look like someone that have no own opinions , stfu. i know what i'm doing ....

so i went pick-up my little sister just now . she's vulnerable ,like worse than that ....geeee but she's still the youngster there ..... so what? mama didn't scold me for kickin' her outta the house also , i probably think she knew i ain't so good mood lately , cause she'd been dealing with my mood , ( she got screwed from me alottt) .just lately . she's really disrespectful , like clonnin me! 
OOPS SORREH.... 
she can really put up a fight .. like, really , she screams like nobody's bussiness , fuck my life....
she  tried to challenge me before, but c'mon la ,like obviously , she's afraid of me . banggbang =)
{theres story behind  tho,just inappropriate to post up , p.m if you wanna know .}
i haven't been sms-ing for awhile .. i doubt if i even touched my phonee today ..
maybe alex is right : i'm just bored
 boredom takes my soul away , and i have to deal with it .
lifes hard ....

if we think our lives are bad now,imagine if we didn't have luck.





love, jazz 
 p.s / i'll post something about the past , later. i'm out