i'm already gone

 dear readers .

no sarcasm , i'm still surviving but i don't have the ability to breathe , like nothing makes me wanna live. 
here's another day , i don't feel right ,for doing anything and decided to control myself from losing control of my temper. i'm finally thinking of tomorrow and i want time to pass really fast.i hated this life,i'm living but theres no ending,like it will never end. i'm not waiting for death, just the ways i'm dealing with my life ,ain't  cool ,no more. i sleep to get myself not think,my only way escape.
 everything's different.
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form 2 is over. form 3 is freaking me .i'm so not ready for everything to start. 
 i don't know why ,i'm feeling like that. tell me?  izzit because i can't get enough of him or it's because problems with friends? grrr....  maybe i'm really depressed with things i have to face when i don't have even a choice to choose to face it or not ... blargh! i wanna live happilly ! fml
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  i'll post something later. 
dealing wiv my mood again.
wanna get thru this fast man!=(
im out .